Miss Black

PMDD

2012-01-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

經前不悅症的症狀與憂鬱症有部份雷同。美國精神科協會建立了一套診斷經前不悅症的手冊(DSM-IV)，舉出了可能的症狀：
1. 憂傷、絕望與自我貶抑。 2. 緊張與焦躁。 3. 情緒改變，易哭泣。 4. 易怒，容易與人發生摩擦。 5. 參與社交活動的興趣降低。 6. 精神不易集中。 7. 容易疲勞。 8. 食慾改變，嗜吃某種食物。 9. 嗜睡或無法成眠。10. 瀕臨失控感。11. 身體症狀，如乳房脹痛、頭痛、關節肌肉疼痛、腹部腫脹與體重增加。如果婦女連續2個經期都出現上述的症狀達5個以上，而且至少有1個屬於前面4項，那極可能就是經前不悅症。

觀察了很多年自已的週期，11項都有的我....加上有事卡卡，很難熬的時期.......
今早在辦公室竟然又忍不住默默地哭泣了........
昨夜沒睡好，好像又做了些和呆相關的夢
腦子這時，好像忍不住都會去想一些問題去挑戰自已，陷入憂傷的情緖中......
很恐怖，好像快要被吃掉了，
只是活著就要把情緒蓋住，忍耐住不要去想問題，
有時會害怕到在心裡小聲說，誰來救救我? 誰能讓我腦跟心不舒服的感覺消失?
那些，快點走開..........
我想朝好的方向走
唉

人格分析結果

2012-01-09T22:56:00.004+08:00

九型人格分析
第四型
你擁有藝術家的性格，多愁善感且想像力豐富，會常沉醉於自己的想像世界裡。另一方面，由於你是感情主導的人，有些工作你不喜歡就可能會放棄不做，不會考慮責任的問題。

主要特徵：
覺得有些東西在生活中遺失了，而別人又恰好擁有自己遺失的東西。
被遙不可及的事物深深吸引。把一個不存在的戀人理想化。
依靠情緒、禮貌、華麗的外表和高雅的品位等外在表現來支撐自己的自尊。
帶有憂鬱感。追求的目標是深入的感情而不是純粹的快樂。
不願意接受"普通情感的平淡"。需要通過缺失、想像和戲劇性的行動來重新加固個人的情感。
追尋真實。感覺現實不是真的，相信當個人被真愛包圍時，真正的自我將出現。
被生活中真實和激烈的事務所深深吸引，比如生死、性愛、災難、遺棄等等。
敏感於他人的情感和痛苦。能夠幫助那些困境中的人。
http://cexinwang.appspot.com/post/enneagram-type-4#id6

第五型
你是一個很冷靜的人，總想跟身邊的人和事保持一段距離，也不會讓情緒失控。很多時，你都會先做旁觀者，之後才投入參與。另外，你也需要充分的私人空間和高度的私隱，否則你會覺得焦慮不安。你很有機會成為專家，例如電腦、漫畫、時裝，因為你對知識是非常熱愛的。主要特徵：
保持不被涉及的狀態；感到威脅時，第一道防線是撤退或者繫緊安全帶。
害怕用心去感覺。
過度強調自我控制。把注意力從感覺上挪開。「戲劇是給那些普通人看的。」
情感延遲。在他人面前控制感覺，等到自己一個人的時候，才表露情感。
把生活劃分成不同的區域。把不同的事情放在不同的盒子裡，給每個盒子一個時間限制。
希望能夠預測到將要發生的事情。
對那些解釋人類行為的特殊知識和分析系統感興趣。希望找到一張解釋情感的地圖。
分不清精神上的不依賴和拒絕痛苦的感情封閉，是沒有悟道的佛。
喜歡從一個旁觀者的角度來關注自己和自己的生活，讓自己的觀點不受情感偏見的影響。

我的九型人格分析？
第四型
藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者

15%

第五型
智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型

14%

第一型
完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使

13%

第六型
忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型

12%

45題結果:
第四型藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
90%
第六型忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
80%
第一型完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
60%
第五型智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
50%

老師- 壞學生?

2011-12-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

昨晚我真的真的非常失望，已經不是痛，會痛表示還愛著，
是失望到想放棄了
前夜三點我就驚醒了(這星期以來沒一夜是睡到天亮過的.....)我忍不住打給他了，
二人又說了一個多小時，這周我幾乎一直跟他強調"我不喜歡"的事，我也以為他真的懂了
昨晚我又看了一下，真的失望透了，
他不知道這幾天我已找到他的微博了
一邊在洗澡，一邊想著，雖然是熱水但心好寒冷......
為何在這星期以來，甚至在昨夜說了那麻久之後，
他還不懂我不能接受的東西呢?
四點多講完，馬上就在5點多就去看她的版留著讓我受不了的話
用著曖昧圖和字句中他好似單身的模糊字眼，彷復非常祟拜一樣，每日對她的關心留訊，就像中毒一樣
只是從lite移到變微博而已阿，要我情何以堪?!

不停問自已是不是我不夠好? 才會這樣?
本來要他在忙完工作在講這件事的
只偍他問我哪裡不對了
顧不得大局，就打電話跟他談了
他說他有改，只是不知道這樣也不行話
他說他不會做了
我也說了他去見網友也沒告訴我的事
他說怕告訴我會像這樣
我說我就是不小心就看到了照片
我問他何時能離開網友世界他又沉默了
二估人一度沉默非常久
中間猶豫很久，我嘆口氣地說出來了
呆走吧...........
又講了一些話跟沉默
我說我不想勉強他，要一直盯，他說了個比喻，
他是壞學生，我像老師，他做錯事要鞭打他，不過很多壞學生以後會賺大錢，比好學生好，
他只是在路上多看了旁邊的野花，但以後他會帶給我更多幸福的話..........

最後，我的不拾還是留下來了.........
不要再挑戰我的底限了
這場追逐何時能停止
也許他真的愛我，關心我是真的
但是另一部份的他，我不能接受的部份，請消除吧，不要讓我傷心了

真真假假，假假真真

2011-12-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

很茫然，一想到那些字，就會有反胃的感覺，
沒什麻食欲，因為身體它自動地就會排斥
想到他之前寫給我的回信，說那估世界的他是假的
不能明白為什麻可以對別的女人這麻說

這世界，真真假假，我已經快分不出來

現在我還在等他，只是等到想折磨自已，
分手的痛我也不敢承擔，
很軟弱的我

peace

2011-12-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

這個冬天覺得很漫長，不開心的事不知為總是發生在這個季節??

但我得快點尋回內心的平靜
不能跟自已說太多話
不然會被自已拉到不幸的那一邊去...

昨晚他說不習慣我這估樣子，會覺得我做的一切是假的，會有罪惡感
我說我做的一切都是真的，因為想要一起快樂...
只是害怕很多事發生，怕他會離開我吧...
所以恐懼跟不安會占領我的內心

最終，我依然還是希望他會是我的陽光
我們可以愈來愈好

牆上的太陽

2011-12-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

昨天早上很失望，在看了之後，
因為他還是沒有離開那個網友世界…
他說只是發泄管道及對方有男女朋友也不能怎樣等等說法，
流著淚，激動的對他講，永遠不會喜歡也永遠不會接受的….
日後人生有很多挫折或不快，甚至2人相處到婚後，
日子也許或平淡也許剩下很多柴木油鹽鎖事。
是不是他又會做一樣的事，然後再告訴我沒什麻...
這是我非常擔心的事，父親的事影響了多少年從沒停過，
不能選自已父母，難道自已男人不能選嗎?!
他說給他時間他會做到，我答應了，
只是內心中充滿徬惶和疑惑，
這一場追逐，有一半的我已經累了，累到追不上他了…..
另一半的我，剩下不知名的等待和期待，因為無法抽離的愛情，
希望他能真的都回來，給她該有完全的安全感和未來。
只是，她知道自已也是會有累的一天，
有一天她會不再去追逐這種畫在牆上的太陽，她會徹底切斷去放下，無論有多愛，放下去祝福他
去尋找真正屬於自已的陽光………

看完了另一本

2011-12-16T16:32:00.003+08:00

今天很空閒的一天，上司不在(哈)，年底手上也沒task...
讓我可以專心的看完另一本朋友推薦的書-男女大不同
男人來自火星，女人來自金星的論點及兩性關係的相處等等，蠻讓人有同感的
某些很像目前我跟他的寫照
這次的事件，真的是某個考驗也不一定...
除了希望他真的可以答應我該做的事
另一面，我也會省視自已，到底是否有哪裡出了問題?
除了男女大不同外，前天看完的實體書是-愛情沒有那麻瞎，
希望自已從中了解跟發掘一些答案...
希望兩個人都有所成長...
心境上能調整自已
如果之後再發生...也就沒什麻好不捨的...
真的很想相信，不過也需要時間觀察，畢竟最終也是非常渴望能開花結果攜手到老的...

他是火星人我是金星人。

梯子

2011-12-13T14:33:00.002+08:00

梯子──真愛能讓彼此互相提升(郝廣才)

這地球，天天有五十億人在錯過。多幸運，才能碰上一起看星星的人。如果我們真心喜歡一個人，一定會把自己最好的一面表現出來。就像電影﹁愛在心裡口難開﹂中，傑克尼克遜對海倫杭特講的話：「我愛你，因為你讓我想要為你變成一個更好的人。」

所以，談戀愛，我們都要成為彼此的「梯子」。我因著你，爬到更高的地方，看到不同的風景。你因著我，上升到更高的地方，打開更遠的視窗。

當然，沒有人是十完十美。我們遇到的每個對象，都會有一些讓我們不喜歡的個性、習慣、行為……關鍵是我們願不願意用心去化解這些問題，來得到美好的愛情。有時候，一碗酸辣湯，少了肉絲，一樣美味；龍井蝦仁，加點紅醋，更能提味。有真愛，缺點可以被包容，優點會不斷增加。
...

準備好梯子，但給對方時間自願爬上來

是的，我們要為愛人準備好梯子，但我們不能強迫他爬，要他自己願意爬上這把梯子。就是說，不要想要改變我們的愛人。是要讓他為我們的愛而改變。否則，我們會變成婆婆媽媽碎碎唸，然後，他會厭煩我們，我們會討厭自己。所以，要不就包容他，要不就跟他分開。不要讓自己處在拉扯矛盾中。當你發現有人為你而改變，不是被強迫的、不是無奈的，那他就是有真心愛你了，他願意為你變成更好的一個人。

從前有一條河，發源於遙遠的高山。它決心要流過山區、森林、平原、荒野、鄉村、城鎮……最後要流進大海。但是有一天，它流到了沙漠。它不怕障礙，它要橫越這片沙漠。它拚命往前衝，但它的水全部消失在沙漠裡。它帶來更多的水，只是更多的水被吸進了沙漠裡，一點兒用都沒有。

當河絕望時，它聽到天上有一個聲音在呼喚它。它抬起頭，看到天空有一朵雲。雲對它說：「河啊，你要去哪裡？」

「我想去大海，但我穿不過這沙漠。」河說。

「我也要去大海。」雲說。

「是嗎﹖真羨慕你可以飄過這片沙漠。」

「但是我飄過沙漠，到了大海，也只能在天上，下不去。所以，我們應該一起去。」

這時，河將它的水經過太陽的熱，蒸發成水氣，與雲結合。它們飄過沙漠，到了大海，化成雨水，全部降在大海上。

如果你是河，你要找到一片雲，化成水氣與它結合，飛過沙漠。如果你是雲，你要等待一條河，呼喚它，讓它為你化成水氣，與你結合，飛越沙漠。

戀愛，要追尋一個能夠激發我們正面能量的人。

me:希望我們真的能成為彼此的梯子，讓彼此看到更高不同的風景。. .

噩夢

2011-12-12T12:36:00.004+08:00

作了噩夢
記不太清楚
好像墜落很冰冷很深很深的懸崖
哭喊著他的名
但沒人應我

上星五和同事喝了點酒
為的就是能把心裡話出來
他去公司加班，老板的壓力讓他很沉重留到12點
我有點不忍
但是還是慢慢把不安講出來
他說他會崩潰
我說我會比他更早崩潰...
他說會改
只是我心中仍然害怕
以後如果又有壓力或什麻問題
他又會回到虛擬世界中嗎
那個我不能接受的事
無論之前他說自已多有尺寸

我開始過著不安的日子
信任會回來嗎?
他真的願意改變生活模式嗎?
會不會又...
腦子好像從前一樣，會去想很多
他在身邊時手牽手好象是真實的他
但是不在時，另一面的他會不會又一樣在另一個世界悠遊?
用新的方式又來瞞我呢?

希望一切不要讓我空夢一場...
如果不是我的姻緣就讓他走吧...
因為強求也留不住

霧-Mist

2011-12-08T20:18:00.003+08:00

過了幾天食不嚥口行屍走路的日子
在昨天，就這樣給了一個機會給他
從星日晚上碰面到星三
每天往來一封長信
我說著我的痛
他說他不是壞人，請再次相信他，他會做的更好
內心的旁惶猶豫還有放不下
答應了
雖然還沒見到面
很多不安跟恐懼依舊在心中
痛苦...
希望真的如他寫的一樣

親眼所及

2011-12-05T20:39:00.004+08:00

「妳知道我在想妳嗎」
「很忙吧那麻遲才回」
「沒有，我回國幾天阿所以才那麻想妳」
「老實說你喜歡什麻樣的男生?」(:陽光)
「我陽光嗎? 還有呢」(:對我好)
「還有勒?可以一次說完整嗎?」(:看感覺吧)
「那我的感覺怎樣?」(沒回應)
「在忙哦那天又沒回」
「我只是問而已阿，不會還氣吧，幹麻這樣」
skip
「我一直等你，妳又只回一二句」
「我在等你，你動不動就這樣」
「如果沒耐心就不會一直發信給你阿] .....11/27

這一段話僅是對其中一位
我全身會發抖胃也陣陣的痛

我還要這樣下去嗎??

好痛苦
我快救不了自已

hurt

2011-12-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

昨天剛好是4號，整整剛好完整的二年半。
就這麻巧的機會，去揭開我一直以來的困惑。
原來還是我最不想面對的事...
這些年建立的信任感，瞬間就瓦解了，覺得自已很可笑
感情世界上並沒有分成真實跟虛擬
只有"only" 這是很簡單的道理
你還是做了讓人心碎的事
大家都已不再是一二十歲的小伙子了
在你的所謂的虛擬世界中完全沒有我的存在
連我的照片都很少出現在你的F中
回想到你們的文字談話
你隨意暢所欲言，你可以對她們求繞
在現實生活中的
卻是幾近很少發生的事
無論如何，永遠都我先低頭乞求
種種這些點滴

這個，心痛跟心碎的聲音
你聽見了嗎

老來伴

2011-11-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

看到身旁親友一個個的結婚了
讓人不得不仔細想這個問題
三十歲以前不太會深入去思考
而且身旁總有些背叛不幸的婚姻故事再發生
不太會有幻想
但隨著年紀逐漸增加
開始漸漸的有這個念頭了
因為想要找到一個soul mate
一同平靜地生活
老了還能一起手牽手散步旅遊
近幾年，每次如果在路上
看到老婆婆老公公手牽手在散步
都會有非常羡慕的感覺

現在身旁雖然有對象
但不太清楚他有沒有把我列在未來計畫
有點困惑有點茫然
因為以前有過，自以為的想像跟等待
並沒有相符只有重創...

一直以來感情態度上好象都不是很強勢..很弱XD
心境上must be strong.

long day

2011-11-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

Quiet a long day...
For physical and mental...

?!

2011-11-27T20:29:00.004+08:00

隨著時間久了
不知覺都好像會變成愛對方多的人
不像對方，可以直接刺向心臟
讓人傷重不幸身亡
總是不夠堅強...

世上最遙遠的距離
不是生與死的距離
不是天各一方
而是我就站在你面前
你卻不知道我愛你

隱居

2011-11-27T05:50:00.002+08:00

—罐酒
一顆藥
一個受傷的傷口
一個混頓的大腦
醉倒在棉被山中了

浪

2011-11-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

就像排山倒海般湧上
說了
波濤洶湧的氣息
稍稍得到點安撫
讓大冢都自己想一想吧

confuse

2011-11-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

有遲疑了，是這個人嗎
好像有看到一些盲點
不知道在等什麻
最近開始有種想歸隱的念頭
放誰自由

生老病死

2011-10-28T12:51:00.003+08:00

我害怕去醫烷
因為它代表了生老病死
會有種莫名的悲傷
腳步莫名的也會很沉重

剛剛去了加護病房
一小時的探視時間
好突然的感覺
總覺得前幾天每天回家都會打招呼的爺爺
看起來還算硬郎
也會叫我名字說：妳等回來了阿(台語)
突然倒下了
剛剛在病房中
他的眼中充滿痛苦無助
嘴上想說些什麻
但因為含著呼吸管而無法表達
彷復也知道那個時間即將來臨
眼淚真沒用的就會掉下來
我握著他手，摸著他的頭
跟他說要加油哦...
真的希望有百分百的奇蹟
讓他能過難關

還是沒辦法接受生離死別的世間事...

慢慢才知道

2011-04-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

慢慢的才知道太在乎別人的結果，受傷害的是自己；

慢慢的才知道,對自己好的人會隨著時間的流逝而越來越少~

慢慢的才知道,真心對一個人好不一定能有回報；

慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意義,可是都會留下一些回憶；

慢慢的才知道,許多曾經的人會變得讓你認不出,但請留住回憶；

慢慢的才知道原來很多東西是可遇而不可求的；

慢慢的才知道,有很多東西是不屬於你的,強求是無濟於事的；

慢慢的才知道,很多時候自己遇到不開心事,千萬不要渴望別人同情,大多數人會採取冷漠回敬，渴望別人同情會更讓人家看不起；

慢慢的才知道,原來現實是如此的無奈...

On the street

2010-12-12T18:42:00.001+08:00

Close to X'mas...

complicated between ppl & ppl

2010-12-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

年紀一把了，但是對於人與人的關係，總不是很暸...
總覺得複雜得很，又或是必須帶點虛偽才能適應所謂大人的生活...
A與B表面上不是敵人，
A好像跟你當朋友，B也好像跟你當朋友
只是，某天B跑來跟你說:A跑去他面前，說你壞話耶...
雖然A 在你面前沒有直接說B的是非，但也暗指A的不好之處，說B說你怎怎
而且2估人表面上完全好像跟你很合似的，同一國的樣子
這2個人很奇怪，如果討厭你，幹麻跑過來客套，跟你裝什朋友阿?!
總之，要生存下來的方式
就是不能明講出來他們很假，要把這2估人當屁，聽完就算，還不能得罪。
結論。也千萬不要輕易跟人講是非。

這就是大人的生活。
MATURE

maladjustment

2010-10-04T23:09:00.004+08:00

就像滾雪球般愈滾愈大
從一個兒小突起變成一座小山
堆著堆著似乎快要崩塌了

很想遠離這裡
去個慢。慢。的世界

Early morning at 5:00

2010-09-13T05:55:00.003+08:00

photoshot from my balcony

I went to bed around 12 am but woke up at 1:30 and then couldn't fall asleep any more. Maybe it's called jet leg. Even in Guatemala, i also had same problems. Don't know why it happened. In both of different time zones, i don't get used to the change yet.
But i do like the peace in the early morning....
I finished one movie and read half of the novels. Quite nice time.
Later i gonna go for work. Hope everything is fine...

Ghost Festival in Keelung

2010-08-23T20:40:00.005+08:00

今兒個是2010雞籠中元季，提早一丁點下班，交通管制，塞車還是塞了很久。早上忘了就騎老白出門上班，剛剛只能滿身大汗徒步走回家。回家路上停著一些等待遊行的電子花車，在一陣超級吵的台式音樂中，獨特的音樂聲讓我停下腳步，原來有外國朋友也加入表演哩...他們相當熱情，有不少路人也被吸引圍觀拍手叫好。
Live的哦~

第二次開車, 第一次自已騎單車

2010-07-20T21:57:00.010+08:00

昨天...沒去上班...
PMDD影響嗎?總之又莫名到低點了XD. 找了一陣子沒見的表姊，小時候在她們家艮大，所以她是我小時候的偶像...(就那個正在走路的背影)。
我們邊開車邊聊天，也算是開導，半路上就讓我開，拿到駕照好說也過了一年了，一直都沒什機會可以上路...第一次是剛拿到駕照，半夜有朋友自願借我車，練習開到九份再開回家。第二次，終於過了一年，昨天開濱海公路+一點山路。一路也是開的顫顫驚驚啦，超多的大卡車，從後照鏡看到，就心想要不要先他們過，因為偶時速也才五、六十。姊說免驚，不用看，要超車他們自已會超。的確，後來我就沒再管要讓車的事，就好多嘍...
很不巧，姊原來要帶我來騎單車，偶只會騎機車，最多跟人合騎-協力車而已。姊叫我試試，就試了一下。的確，也是粉快抓到感覺，其實，只要第一步用力踩出去，保持平衡後就行了。一開始是有點歪來歪去啦，但騎到隧道就順了...

草嶺古道旁有很長的隧道-2公里

早期到東部的火車隨道改建，過了光點就是宜蘭縣

騎出去就是-宜蘭縣的石城

非假日遊客還好比較少，假日聽說人擠人

後來又去別的點，景也是超美的，只是要走一段長長的步道，邊走邊聊就很快

在龍洞上方

下面是龍洞浮潛的地方

看看海，挑望遠景，心情就平靜多了...

很多事都這樣，一開始會有恐懼阻撓你前進，等鼓起勇氣狠狠的做了後，
其實，倒也覺得沒什麻了......人生也許也像如此吧
昨兒謝謝姊~

Goodbye, twentysomething~

2010-06-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

時間是最不能抵擋的。
再見了，我的二字頭青春......

Muji環保杯

2010-05-26T21:12:00.006+08:00

上星期的新一代設計展，就在樓下，我們是協辦單位，所以可以拿員工證進去。在逛到muji(贊助單位有攤位)時，發現這個新上市的杯子，當下就下手買下來了。容量約280ml，可將自己喜歡的照片或圖片等嵌入內杯與壓克力外殼間的夾層，創造自已與眾不同的杯子。
一句話，不想跟別人一樣的杯子就買嚕~

在辦公室裡先亂畫一張來放...haha

The idol forever

2010-05-19T22:59:00.007+08:00

昨兒個早上好不容易爬起床趕著上班，腳下來了陣莫名的風(應該是不小心移到風扇?!)突然間，這張已經泛黃的圖紙就這麼，自個兒飄了出來...揉一揉還沒睡醒的雙眼，一瞧下去，哇~這不是高中時期最愛的偶像hardway嗎?看一下上面畫作日期，沒錯!!!就是高中時期的閒作哩...一時之間，過去記憶全湧上了，可是趕著上班，就暫時把它們擱起。

今晚時間較閒，就把這張拍下來，做個記錄。想當年，很迷NBA，搜集不少東西，也打籃球，不過沒辦法像他那麻厲害，當時Hardway外號是Penny一分錢，跟大肥俠客O'neal在魔術隊，是超強組合，打到冠車賽，有點像以前的Kobe跟O'neal吧...可惜後來，Hardway腳受傷後沒落了，一直被轉賣，再也沒瞧見他了...不過，他會永遠會存在我的記憶裡~

CSI Season 10

2010-04-14T22:40:00.007+08:00

I like to see suspense films. Every night when i get home, my favorite thing is to enjoy CSI in AXN channel. The whole new season has a new main actor. OMG~ Laurence Fishburne, one of my favorite actor, joins in.

youtube: Laurence Fishburne Joins CSI

Yang Ming Shan, Taipei

2010-03-30T23:17:00.005+08:00

2010陽明山花季+竹子湖海芋季
The festival of flowering season + the Calla-lily

Visit Yang Ming Shan National Park

To another country

2010-02-28T22:16:00.005+08:00

Daido Moriyama's new book-
人類不論如何掙扎，終究是孤獨的，這個真理，與籠罩日常生活的痛苦完全相通。那或許是一種由不確定的空虛感引發的茫然吧...
The words i like.

Those books are what i bought today.

Run, Fat boy, Run (2007)

2010-01-23T12:48:00.003+08:00

In this moring I watched this movie from HBO. It impresseded on me a lot, quite funny and inspring. Sometimes we give up halfway easily when we meet some difficulties. If we try to hang on, try to face those problems we are scared and try to solve them step by step, we might go through them. Whether the conclusion is success or not, it will help us get more in our life.
These words encourage me and all my friends.

Share-the trailer

Share-fun movie game
www.runfatboyrunmovie.com/game/

犬的記憶終章

2010-01-05T23:48:00.005+08:00

Memories of a Dog - Final Chapter
森山大道(Mariyama Daido)，日本當代重量級攝影家。擅長以高反差、粗粒子、模糊、晃動、失焦、強烈黑白攝影風格，赤裸記錄著城市裡的人生風景。被他人比喻為「犬」，也常自稱為「野犬」的森山，除了因為喜歡狗、愛拍狗，個性上也讓人覺得像犬。他常拿著相機到處走來走去，身上多半只帶著車錢和一杯咖啡的錢，所到之處，多是不太乾淨的城市、近郊的小巷，像犬般到處嗅聞，幾乎是以犬的視點按下快門的…也許就是如此，他的作品才能容易打動每一位城市人吧...from博客來

從大學時期就從高志尊老師聽到這名字(還有荒木)，很喜歡這種街頭、粗糙、反骨的風格，剛買下了大師的這本攝影書作收藏...
ps.新年一到，就馬上敗下了RICOH GRDIII...keke

Merry X'mas

2009-12-03T14:10:00.009+08:00

http://black621.110mb.com/xmas_for_us.html

這里沒辦法直接放flash，只好轉成網頁嚕~
最近畫太多關於聖誕節的東東，因為長官們的賀卡頗多>"<
看到頭會痛......

殺出重圍

2009-11-20T22:08:00.001+08:00

今天是外貿協會招考新進人員的放榜日，報考的職位是"展覽設計"，從9月考到現在，一路走來都沒什把握的.....當打開第三試魔王關的成績單，看著分數下的那二個字「錄取」，不敢至信地...我竟然-考-上-了!
飛快的下樓打給老爸老媽跟呆，分享我的喜稅...
打敗了近千人的唯一，裡面幾分運氣跟幾分實力吧噗有拜有保庇

半開心半煩惱的...
不過總算是不用在當打工的了

Astro Boy

2009-10-27T22:22:00.008+08:00

上星期六和呆去看完的原子小金剛，熱殃中~

這隻特地從馬國坐飛機來的

這隻好幾年了-來自麥當勞的合作商品

Exercise

2009-10-21T22:37:00.004+08:00

Wow~好久沒運動了...終於今兒個，又開始逼自已動起來...
因為又冷又溼的秋冬就要到了，怕不小心又會發作起來，再加上三不五時腰痛，還是做點運動有益身心健康唄~
以前是亞歷山大的三年會員時，還算勤勞地去，因為花了很多錢咩XD
不過到了最後半年，身體太虛動不起來，就很少去了(爆廋的紙片人時期，身體隨時會飛走吧)。想不到在剩最後三個月使用期限時，新聞突然地公布它意外倒閉了@@"...心想，好加在只損失三個月的錢吧，還好當時沒有衝動再給它簽下去續約哩...

信義運動中心http://oldsite.cyc.org.tw/xysc/index.html
還不賴很新，今年5月才開幕使用，健身房1小時才50元(算很便宜吧)，就在101斜對面不遠處，有興趣的人可以找偶一起約，買了一張EasyCard 1500元/30hr，不限人數不限本人使用。

New?!

2009-09-09T11:04:00.003+08:00

I've already being a contractor in TAITRA(Taiwan External Trade Development Council) around 2 weeks. Substantially, my work time is quite stable, working a routine nine to six. Here it's like a government organization so a little boring lo....But in contrast, i have more own free time to do things what i want to do or what i didn't finish yet.

Recently, TAITRA opened a public recruit exam for some positions. There're some limits for applicants who wanna do the exam, like Toeic scores, at least over 700, etc. I've signed up for a position of exhibiton designer. In first hurdle, there're 4 subjects, Chinese governmental document writting, English business letters writting, analysis questions writting, and professional subject (mine is to design an exhibition space by hand drawing). If pass first exam, then second is English interview, and next turn, third one, computer testing (3D max,Photoshop,...). Actually, i think it's quite hard@@". In fact, over half staffs here are contractors.

I hope i can pass the exam to be offical one ah~~~God bless me.

Diary

2009-08-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

09 Taipei Toys Festival

2009-07-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

i love toys...kkk 買了不少戰利品~

墾丁之旅(風颱)

2009-06-25T22:45:00.007+08:00

颱風來，沙灘都沒人....有種孤寂的感覺.....
想起我的禁歌，蔡健雅的沙灘，不知覺會很想流眼淚....

耶~Happy Birthday~謝謝ada送的卡片

晚上就去泡酒吧kkk，adalee的第一次酒吧之旅就給我了

認識了在那里工作的有趣的"金剛"小弟~~~他說我們只有二十一、二吧呵呵~
還有估像肯德基爺爺的阿斗仔，很可愛，請我們喝了二杯很烈的德國酒~
二天晚上都泡在這兒了 kkk 老板放的歌我都很愛 (英式pub-聚點 18年歷史)

逛大街時發現，全身黑的雪納瑞!?超可愛的啦

最後一天沒下雨，不過風還是超大@@"，騎著150的，還是覺得快被追走了....

很漂亮的地方，在埔頂路的山上面，一面大草原，一面看海，美呆了，可惜不能待很久...
村上春樹的國境之南~

Gift

2009-06-15T23:15:00.004+08:00

新玩偶a...Dooodolls
阿呆丹還帶了很多馬來土產給我~3Q for him.

收禮物+去棚拍，又開心又粉累的一天...

2009-06-14T22:42:00.009+08:00

好開心阿，收到大家的生日小禮物~~~謝謝呀~~~
oh my dears,我們這估生日聚會傳承了近十年耶...
希望再繼續邁入下一個十年喲^^

g的禮物↓

筑予的禮物↓

晏而的禮物↓

包跟蕉的禮物↓(看我shock一下，因為這走路羊人家之前先買了說 kkk)

魚丸的禮物↓

生日時會在墾丁流浪三天，回來應該又會黑上加黑吧!?從小黑炭晉身成"無敵"小黑炭@@".....不過願望要許什好呢??還有6天可以思考思考噗

Work fun dairy

2009-06-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

這幾天手頭沒上沒什要緊事，閒閒畫O_o

Saturday Afternoon

2009-06-07T09:11:00.003+08:00

星期六的下午，與芭娜娜開始在東區小巷中開始了充實的一天~

一間在令人超不注目中的小小巷中，發現一間超不起眼的cafe shop"緒"。一打開店內，眼睛一亮，裝潢是著迷的vintage風格，傢俱及一切，都很六十年代的復古，有王家衛電影裡的fu，可惜裡面不準拍照要取得許可才行，幻想有天租場子，找麻豆來拍...KKK~和芭娜娜在裡頭享受了悠閒的下午茶，翻了好幾本PPaper，才離去~繼續再去閒晃中，又意外地發現一間小小的J.Chen gallery(照片藍旗子那里)，享受一個小展覽~

在附近看到間新開張的小店"Posture"，裡面的老板太太太...漂亮了，人又親切也讓我拍相，所以在那里敗了不少，我想我會成為她的忠實顧客唄，料子及款式都很不錯，girls可以去瞧瞧~(os:完全敗倒在她裙腳下了ha 拿給老弟看，他還說我變態，像估中年色老頭@@")

在繼續去誠品翻大師們的攝影集跟設計新書後，和芭娜娜瞌了一蝢便宜又好吃的Pasta，結束了我們超充實的一天^^ 其實這天感覺有點讓我想到一個人在Tokyo跟Sydeny流浪的fu，小小的不起眼地方處處是驚喜耶~

TO-FU CAFÉ@Taipei

2009-05-31T19:33:00.005+08:00

展覽時間：2009/05/16-2009/05/31
展覽地點：台北西門町in FIDI SPACE（武昌街二段89號B1）
開放時間：13：00-21：00

愛情孤挺花

2009-05-30T11:48:00.001+08:00

孤獨，但不寂寞。。。

f/1.8 35mm nikon

2009-05-24T00:13:00.004+08:00

今兒買了Jones跟我推薦的nikon新出的定焦鏡，超大光圈，好過癮~~~黑皮
就當29才自已的禮物了，下手很快@@

happy day - 老大不在家

2009-05-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

2009世界新聞攝影展

2009-05-10T21:27:00.005+08:00

時間: 5.09~5.31
地點: 敦南誠品 B2 展廳台北市敦化南路一段245號
簡介:由荷蘭世界新聞攝影基金會所主辦的 World Press Photo, 今年是第52屆!
今年得獎作品已於 2009. Feb 票選出, 並在全球主要城市展出!

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drift

2009-05-09T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hair cut

2009-04-29T00:09:00.003+08:00

三千煩惱絲，一刀剪去多年的長髮.....
Yesterday i made a big brave decision to cut my hair which i ever had had for over 7 years.I remember when i was young, i was indicated like a boy. Therefore, when i gradtated form college, i decided to become effeminate so started to keep long hair. After many years, i'm not like before any more......Nowadays, i hope this new short hair style can bring me a refreshing look and mind.

Good news?

2009-04-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

I got a job before a couple of days ago. Due to my economic urgency, i had to give up the dream of being internaitonal sales for the moment. I returned to my orginal industry in IT for being UI designer at present.

This is a new multinational company form Singapore, and half of colleagues are foreigners so we use English a lot. Good for me to keep on using English. The company's main product is "betting" system management that i've never done in TW so it draws me well. I hope our company's business runs well so that i could work there for a while.

黯淡

2009-04-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

Exhibition

2009-04-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

「水瓶鯨魚創意概念展＿寫給呆子的情書＿寂寞投遞處」
‧展覽時間：3/21–4/8 pm1300–2100
‧地　　址：北市武昌街二段89號　in FIDI space
‧門　　票：免費
‧活動網址：http://blog.xuite.net/titan2009/blog/22768013

Postcrossing

2009-03-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

今收到從芬蘭寄到的小狗狗名信片，很可愛，很開心^^這個網站是全球可以相互寄名信片到不同國家，所以能收到不認識的人寄給你的不同名信片，很有趣哦~
I got a postcard from Finland. It's so cute. I like puppy. A website called "Postcrossing", if u attend their membership, u could recieve many interesting postcards from the world ,in opposite, u have to send some to other people. Every time i sent beautiful cards out, i also expect to get some special ones so much. Very interesting.
website: www.postcrossing.com

Hospital

2009-03-21T01:11:00.001+08:00

Diary

2009-03-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

A trip to Taichung

2009-03-05T18:55:00.003+08:00

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Painting

2009-02-19T23:41:00.003+08:00

I didn't use hand drawing for a long time....

Tough time

2009-02-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

This moment is tough time for me. My mind is in disorder between willpower and reality. I'm confused with which way I should choose.

I'd like to change the job to international sales but now it's not easily to get a job especially in a bad economy. And because i didn't have similar experiences about sales, it makes me more difficult. Since I started to find a job, already being a couple of days, i only got an interview. I feel stressful gradually, for my future and economy. I never have umemployed problems before. This moment is quite a significant and tough test for me.....

cheers up~

Taiepi - Pinzi

2009-02-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

Today i went to Pinzi to play the flying lanterns. I made a lof of wishes on it and saw it flew away. There were all couples but me. It was a litlle bit embarrassing acutally...haha

Family Trip

2009-02-01T13:06:00.012+08:00

Since we didn't do family trip already over one and half year, i made a plan to go somewhere together. The destination must be easier to get there by public transportation coz we don't have a car. Yeah~just there,Baitou hot spring water.

The weather was good. We had fun a lot, ate a lot of nice food in vendors, and took many pohots there. After getting oldder, i really think we should spend more time with our family. I'll try to learn driving later and my brother and me might buy a second car first. If having chances, we gonna do more family drips afterwards.

Old friends

2009-01-28T23:59:00.006+08:00

Old friends are so meaningful in your life. Because u know even thoungh u can't keep in constant touch, u still have the special feelings of your friendship when every time u meet them. Due to u guys went throung too many things and hanged out together. I'll treasure these kinda friends very much~~~^^
{We ate some steak tonight and talked a lot.}

{Wen, know her 13 years}

{Adalee, know her 15 years}

{Inside the only one skyscarper of my home town,Keelung}

Cleaning, Clean.....wow

2009-01-25T14:34:00.006+08:00

When i got home befroe 2 weeks ago, i was so shocked why my room was terribly messed!?I just left one year and my room became to a store room already. My first assignmet was to clean here. After hard working for 1 week, now my room is very very shining and tidy....haha. I threw many old books, comics which were ever my collections when i was the high school student, shoes, other staffs i didn't know what's that, and so on. Anyway, i still keep my lovely toys there~~~

My lovely toys' family...KKK
Bubby who's the host of this family and his gf, littel monky.
Gaspard who travels with me altogether and his new friend, Pink Smith.

KTV- Yesterday (Park hye kyung)

2009-01-19T17:15:00.002+08:00

When i was in AU, except English, i think the influence of Korean cluture on me was the secondary. Especially korean food, it's so spicy that's what i love. And the friends i met in AU were almost Korean. That's the improtant reason.

This song is my favorite korean song, which was a soundtrack of the phone commercial of LG. Now,i'm trying to learn it...KKK

박혜경 - Yesterday

Yesterday 그 때는 어린 마음에
Yestreday geu ddae neun eo rin ma eum me
엄마 많이 미워했죠
eom ma man ni mi wo haet jyo
사춘기 철없던 방황 때문에
sa chun gi cheol reob deon bang hwang ddae mun ne
눈물 참 많이 흘렸어
nun mul cham man ni heul ryeot seo

모두 끝날 것 같던 그 시절
mo du ggeut nal geot gat deon geu si jeol
어린 날로 추억을 타고
eo rin nal ro chu eok geul ta go

내 노래에 하얀 마차를 달아 그 곳에 가면
nae no rae e ha yan ma cha reul dal ra geu got se ga myeon
Lovely Everything 소중했던 모든 게 있죠
Lovely Everything so jung haet deon mo deun ge it jyo

내 어릴 적 동네 우리 친구들과
nae eo rul jeok dong ne woo ri chin gu deul gwa
Lovely Everything 따뜻했던 기억을 담아
Lovely Everything dda ddeut taet deon gi eok geul dam ma
난 노래하죠 내일이 아름답게
Nan no rae ha jyo nae il ri a reum dab ge

Yesterday 다 줘도 아깝지 않던
Yesterday da juo do a ggab ji an deon
착하기만 하던 사람
chak ga gi man ha deon sa ram
너와의 비밀로 가득 채우던
neo wa e bi mil ro ga deuk chae woo deon
밤 새워 쓰던 일기
bam sae wo sseu deon il gi

오늘처럼 밤이 예뻐
o neul cheo reom bam mi yeo bbeo
혼자있기 싫을 땐 너를 부를께
hon ja it gi sil reul ddaen neo reul bu reul gge
내 노래에 파란 날개를 달아 그 곳에 가면
nae no rae e pa ran nal gae reul dal ra geu got se ga myeon
Lovely Everything 소중했던 모든 게 있죠
Lovely Everything so jung haet deon mo deun ge it jyo
내 어릴 적 꿈 속 우리 약속들과
nae eo ril jeok ggum sok woo ri yak sok deul gwa
Lovely Everything 잊지 못할 기억을 담아
Lovely Everything it ji mot tal gi eok geul dam ma
난 노래하죠 추억이 아름답게
nan no rae ha jyo chu eok gi a reum dab ge

예전엔 엄청 귀했던 노란 바나나
yeo jeon nen eom cheong gwi haet deon no ran ba na na
어줍잖게 엄마 몰래 했던 화장
eo jub jan ge eom ma mul rae haet deon hwa jang
수련회란 순진한 거짓말하고
su ryeon hoe ran sun jin han geo jit mal ha go
친구들과 떠났던 바닷가
chin gu deul gwa ddeo nat deon ba dat ga

내 노래에 하얀 마차를 달아 그 곳에 가면
nae no rae e ha yan ma cha reul dal ra geu got se ga myeon
Lovely Everything 소중했던 모든 게 있죠
Lovely Everything so jung haet deon mo deun ge it jyo
내 어릴 적 동네 우리 친구들과
nae eo ril jeok dong ne woo ri chin gu deul gwa
Lovely Everything 따뜻했던 기억을 담아
Lovely Everything dda ddeut haet deon gi eok geul dam ma

내 어릴 적 꿈 속 우리 약속들과
Nae eo ril jeok ggum sok woo ri yak sok deul gwa
Lovely Everything 잊지 못할 기억을 담아
Lovely Everything it ji mot tal gi eok geul dam ma
난 노래하죠 추억이 아름답게
nan no rae ha jyo chu eok gi a reum dab ge
(Lovely Everything
It's my lovely Everything)
영원히 내 노래와 추억이 아름답게
young won hi nae no rae wa chu eok gi a reum dab ge

AU - goodbye~

2009-01-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

Before 3 days ago, i left Australia.
This photo was on last Wednesday, my lovely sharemates hold a farewell for me. And on final day to leave, they even sent a card which was written full of their blessing words to me. I'm so grateful for them.

Nowadays I really miss them and recall the life in Australia. Actually, from the day i came back, i felt so unfamiliar with everything. Even thought i walked on the street in Taipei which i used to know very well, i couldn't help wonder, do i live here for a long time? My heart still seems to stay there. i think i might need a couple of days to adapt this and try to restart my another new life. Cheers up~

AU - Happy New Year

2009-01-02T14:10:00.013+08:00

In the moring of 31th Dec, we started to queue for waiting to enter the Royal Botanic Garden to see tonight's big firework in Sydney Harbour Bridge. U see, so many people, almost twenty thounsands of people or more here in the line. After waited for 4hr in the hot weatheer, one of my friend met her friend ahead of us in the queue, and they cut us in this queue so we entered more earlier than we expected.

Everyone just sat there to eat or do something and waited the coming of time.

Our position wasn't so well to see the bridge. There was a tree to block our view.

After waiting for many hours, the first firework was at 9:00 pm.

Before midnight, there were full of people anywhere. The atmosphere was so exciting and expecting. U could hear sombody screaming and cheering.

Finally......show time

share my sharemate's different side of firework

AU - Closing to expiration date

2008-12-29T19:24:00.004+08:00

Next Friday i gonna leave Australia entirely to go back TW. In fact, the mood is very complicated. Umm~honestly, i miss my family and friends a lot and also yearn to eat spicy hot pots, night market food, father's cooking...... But on the contrary, i have to face the nuemployed problem, especially at present economic is in low tide.

Recalling my days in Australia, sometimes it was happy, sometimes also lonely. The whole journey is still worth so i never regret and felt content. Anyway, now i'm starting to adjust my mood to be ready to go home~~~

Today i went to moolloomooloo with a sharemate and ate a meat pie there, and this shop is well-know for his meat pies from 1945.

AU - korea KTV

2008-12-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

These people are some of my roomates in Sydney. All of them are korean except me. Some people are new,and some are not. Recently everybody knew each other more so gradually feel more closer. Now and then we'll go to the club on Friday night. The boys' main target focus on "hunting" pretty chicks and the girls' is just enjoying dancing.

Tonight they suddenly came up an idea which was to have dinner in the downstairs korea restaurant. We ate korea hot pot with "Sojuo"(a kind of traditional korea liquor) After that, we went to Korea Karaoke. It was my first time to go KTV in AU. They ordered the songs most were quick tempo and pop music so the atmosphere was cheerful and funny. Even thought i couldn't sing or understand what they sang, i just enjoyed the moment and music.

AU - Art gallery of New south wales

2008-12-07T15:03:00.001+08:00

It's really a big gallery!!! I spent 3 hour just finishing seeing the main level. There's free for some paintings and artworks form 15~19 century, and some Australia artists works. There's a Monet exhibition which needs for admission. Next time i gonna see this one.

AU - disappointed?!

2008-12-05T07:50:00.000+08:00

In these couplu of days, I started to feel a little bit disappointed at Sydeny. I have no ieda why this feeling is getting stronger. Maybe it's relevant to who i've ever met or what has ever happened. In sum, it was almost unhappy things so that's why i felt disappinted at here. Before in Brisbane, i had a lot of imagination about here. There might be too much expectation inside so that the drop was huge. Now i also couldn't find a job here to keep my life. Everyday i stay at home, actually it's very boring. Therefore, yesterday, i made a sudden decision which was i should go back Taiwan and i wanna leave here for a couple of days.

I called the airline company to confirm my flight. The eariler suitable one for me is on 9th January,2009. I noticed my dear friends and family and also already made some appointments with them. That let me guite feel kinda relief. I really miss everyone. And next Wednesday i gonna travel to Melbourne for several days. I hope i can enjoy it coz i wanna have a happy ending in my whole trip of Australia, not due to some bad experiences to destroy, right!?
i also hope when i go back, everybody see me as a happy one, not unhappy one.
cheers~

Mv - Hot N' Cold

2008-11-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

I think this song's very suitable for describing the feeling of being with the Capricorn men. I always have no idea about what they're thinking, hot then cold, yes then no, in then out, up then down......
i sweared at myself, no more Capricorn.

AU - confusing

2008-11-23T11:15:00.002+08:00

I just finished one month course on Friday. And the time is more and more closer to the deadline i should go back. Gradually, I feel much stressful and anxious. Actually, at present, something are annnoying me.

Such as my account balance is under $500 so i need a job to keep my life right now, a bad short relationship with someone, no good friends here can have an intimate talk so let me feel lonely, have to face an unemployed problem and how to find a new start when i go back Taiwan. Everything is so confusing......alas

Only i can do is to inspire myself that this period of time is a kinda trial and memory in this journey. when time passes by,I'll recall anything have ever happened and might learn something.

new friend

2008-11-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

My garspard made a new friend, pink Paul Frank.
i hope he doesn't feel lonely any more~

AU - Sydney

2008-11-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

in Sydney Tower

i have been being Sydney alrady over one week and gradually adapted here. Now i'm studying in AEC college and will have a TOEIC test on 21st November. I should concentrate on the study ,but actually, in recent days something is bothering me. I hope to control it well.....

AU - Cairns Sky Dive

2008-10-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

This was another crazy thins what i did in AU...
i jumped from 14,000ft sky in Cairns. When the door opened, i was so scared and nevous. I couldn't think about anything. Until my turn, i wanna say "oh~no...", but it didn't have anytime to regret, i already had beening pushed to fall down.@@" I think i don't have any brave to do it again...hahaaaa
ps.表情很醜不要嚇到哦

AU - final day in sushi shop

2008-10-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my final day to work. I can't believe i've already worked this shop about 5 months. It's just like a routine during these days. As far as this job concerned it isn't very hard, but in contrast with the wages, it's really lower.
Fortunately, the co-workers are very kind and easy-going.
After a couple of days, i'll leave Brisbane soon and I'm sure i'll recall here afterwards. goodbye~~~
(japaness, miki)

(korean, laura)

MV - umbrella (korea)

2008-10-05T18:39:00.001+08:00

i like this song although it's from korea. i asked my roomate, korean girl, explained to me what the lyrics means. It's about a couple's feelings after broken up.
By the way, i think after leaving AU, i'll remind the korean food, not Australian. haha........coz my friends most are Koreans.

AU - Rock climbing

2008-09-27T18:38:00.003+08:00

Today i attended an activity, rock climbing, with a friend in Riverlife near my house not far away, maybe only for 30 minutes so that i decided to walk there. The scenery on the way was grogeous. Despite close to my house, i'd never walked to the oppisite of Brisbane River yet. It really amazed me. I couldn't help wonder why i never try to walk there. Finding some diffirent varietis in ur dull life will make u full of joy.

Wnen i began to climb, i totally realized it was really harder than in indoor workout. Actually i couldn't find a hold easily, and my hand isn't strong enough to pull me up. So depressed. When i go back TW, i'll practice more in indoor workout and challenge real rock again.

AU - bikini & cute charming guy

2008-09-19T20:28:00.001+08:00

Today is a fucking happy Friday~~~
After i finised the work, i decided to go shopping for some reliefs of mood. Hehe~It was awesome and made me very happy just like in heaven. I boungt my coveted fabulous BIKINI and some new stuffs what like a hippie style.(above photos) KKK......

And another happy thing was due to a customer who's completely cute and charming.
This afternoon in my work shop, the guy was likely to pase by here and buy a lunch coz i never saw him before. why i had deeply impression on him in all customers?! Coz i made a mistake for his order first but he was so kind to forgive me and always kept smiling. Even thought when he took the meal out and left away the shop, he was still shaking hands like a boy, and said goodbye to me. Too cute...haha

AU - Firework (brisbane river festival)

2008-08-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

Tonight the firework was too bravo ,even now i'm still shocked.
Since this morning, many people had stood in line on the Brisbane River shore because today was River Festival and everyone was waiting for the big event - firework.

I'm lucky~~~

I needn't to wait outside coz my house is just the first building by the side of Story Bridge, it's also where the firework launched. I pay my room in high rent,but today, finally, i feel it's worthy. haha......In my house there also was a small party. My housemates and me, everybody prepared difirenct kinda food and beers for dinner. I cooked taiwan style of fried rice noodles(炒米粉啦) and they cooked korean meat and Dobaoki. We had a great time to enjoy the dinner and firework in the balcony.

AU - TATTOO***

2008-08-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

I got a tattoo today and i know i won't regret afterwards. I just wanna accomplish my wish. For me, the meaning is only to be more toght in my mind. So i did it~~~

1.The man who put through my tattoo

2. tatto on my skank(smoking skull with heart-shaped eyes)

3. on the tattoo work

AU - EKKA

2008-08-12T15:13:00.001+08:00

The Ekka is the annual show of Queensland, Australia. Its formal title is the Royal Queensland Show. It was originally called the Brisbane Exhibition and therefore is now usually known as Ekka, due to the phenomenon in Australian English of shortening lengthy words. There are heaps of events and attractions at the RNA Showground, including fireworks, concerts, displays, fashion parades, prize-winning animals, craft and food. Plus there’s always the fun of the rides in Sideshow Alley, tons of showbags and live music.

AU - drama and me

2008-08-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

Recently in every night, i'm striving to see the famous American drama "Sex and the city". I borroewed all 6 seasons from Brisbane library since i finished seeing that one they were released in a movie last month. On the one hand, it could drive me to train my english listening skillf, and on the other hand, it could inspire me a lot.

Before few years ago, i'd been seeing these but i couldn't feel something what i feel now. Maybe it's due to my age getting oldder and mature. kkk....Oh~also including form some life experiences like love, broke-up, jobs, mental sick and so on.I reminded of some words doctor have recommanded me and some of words Carrie have said inside, and found they really are some meaning~

I hope i might a new one of myself after i go back TW, is being an open-minded, positive, independent woman and could hand all relationships well and suitably such as between job, lover, friends, family. Yep~It's my goal~

AU - Queenland of Museum

2008-07-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

it's my day to museum and gallery~

AU - See U, Christina

2008-07-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

My best friend, Christina, i met her in AU will go back to Korea tomorrow. I really felt sad. We often hanged out together, like going to see movies, having a coffee, or go somewhere else together. She is really really nice and friendly. Perhaps we are similar age so that have some same taste and topics.
We have a promise, if she get married with her ex or ex-ex or someone else next year, i'll attend her wedding in korea certainly. KKK..... May she find her true love~

I've already been missing her from now on....alas ~

AU - shorncliffe

2008-06-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

It's a very beautiful and quite town near the sea in the west of Brisbane. It needs to spend 30 minutes to take a train, then walk for 10~15 minutes. There u can hear the sound of the waves and feel the wind blow. Many Aussie family come here to have a picnic or go fishing. Even i also saw a bride and bridegroom take their wedding pictures here. Really nice place~

AU - shaun the sheep

2008-06-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

This animation, called "shaun the sheep", is played by ABCkids channel from Mon to Fri. It's one of my favorite show in Australia, by the way, another is Simpson. kkk... Even though its length is only 6 mins, everyday i still expect it so much. Because it's too amusing and comical, i'm always full of laguhs when watching it. Especially the main role, who is the smartest one in those sheep and the only one who has hair. If i come back TW, i'll certainly buy their personal toys.

*share one episode

AU - Happy birthday

2008-06-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

First, happy birthday to me~
Then thanks for my dear friends coming to celebrate with me.

These were pasta, beef soup, and salad what i cooked for friends.

Thanks for their sweet gifts.

謝謝金財通的你們tks~

AU - Metro Arts

2008-06-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Smaill personal exhibition "Maps of our imagines" in Metro Arts,brisbane.
There were some artistic devices and photography in this exhibtion. They were so kind to let us to take pictures with their creations. It was pretty cheerful.
[2 women having a cup of tea under the water]

[christina with a big eye]

[me and the mask model]

HAPPINESS

2008-06-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today i passed by a sliver shop and i wandered around it. I found some cute rings which were written in some words above them like love, loyalty, trust, happyiness, and so on. I dicided to buy a ring written in happiness for my birthday's present this year coz i wish i could get permanent happiness.

AU - Picasso

2008-06-05T17:50:00.003+08:00

An exhibition of Pablo Picasso's personal art collection will be held for the first time outside of Europe, and exclusively in Brisbane, at Brisbane's Gallery of Modern Art (GoMA) from 9 June to 14 September.
The exhibition features over 100 works from Picasso's extraordinary collection plus more than 80 important works by the artist himself. A range of documentary photographs also feature.

***of course,i'll go!

Fuji instant camera

2008-06-03T19:54:00.001+08:00

i'm crazy....coz i bought one with 60 films form jp's ebay tonight. (about TWD$3800 including express fee)But i expect to get it soon. i love camera. lalala......@@"

AU - New house

2008-05-28T18:14:00.001+08:00

Oooooooooooh~i moved house yesterday.
This picture are my sweet bed. KKK......
I have alreday been 2 months without sleeping on a bed because i lived in a shareing living room before. From now on i have my bed, desk, big one mirror and closet. It's reaaly fantastic!!! I live with 4 korean and my roomate is my previous classmate, Sue, a nice girl. And this is an high apartment with gym, and swiming pool in River Side. How nice it is~~~

終於住到像樣點的房子了XD"

AU - sushi bar

2008-05-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

During these days i tried my best to find jobs. I had sent many resumes in some shops and buildings to apply for jobs. Eventually, i was lucky to find a part-time job in the sushi bar. From yesterday, i have been working there. Even though it works only for 4hr and the pay isn't really good($8/hr), i still took it first. Because it's so terrible that my money is decreasing at present and reaching to the worrying line. Even so, the sushi bar still has one good advantage to be mentioned is that I could eat free lunch and take free sushi after finishing work.
Alas~I hope i could get andther job in the evening like cleaners(good pay)...i need money for traveling and going school. If i can't save some money in city, maybe i would think about going to work on the farms.(@@"hard work)

painting

2008-05-16T09:49:00.003+08:00

5/16, originally uploaded by black621.

i wanna smoke....but cigarattes are too expensive here....asshole

AU - Bar Course

2008-05-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

i have been going to Bar and Hospitality Course from this Monday. My teacher is Aussie and most of the classmates are from the same english school i had been before except two students. Althoug it's kinda difficlut to understand what the teacher totally said, it's still very interesting that i could leant to how to make cooktails ,pour beers and learn some bar knowledge, etc. The course's only 4 days, and i'll get a RSA certificate after finishing it. i hope it could be helpful to find a job afterwards.

This night i made "kamikaze","sex on the beach" and"blue lagoon". The ones in the picture are made by myself. KKK...yummy, i think so~

ps. 5/15 learned how to make cafe^^it's my cappuccino!!

AU - work

2008-05-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

Since Tuesday I had a part time job in a cafe shop (but like a cafateria) owned by a Hong-Kong man. But from yesterday i needn't go to work because my boss who had to go back his country to handle some problems closed the shop until 19 May. In the meanwhile, i have no job. It's so bad for me that i can't earn money. Totally during 2 days i only worked for 4.5hr so the paid is only $45(per hr:$10). So sad.....

That's my first job in AU and it's hard work for me. My responsibilities are taking order and meals, cleaning tables, washing dishes, dealing with some trifles and so on. I have already been trying to find another job in these days but nothing has being found. I hope i could got another one which has higher wages and is full time. Plz...plz...bless for me><"

Miss Black

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