Tough time

This moment is tough time for me. My mind is in disorder between willpower and reality. I'm confused with which way I should choose.

I'd like to change the job to international sales but now it's not easily to get a job especially in a bad economy. And because i didn't have similar experiences about sales, it makes me more difficult. Since I started to find a job, already being a couple of days, i only got an interview. I feel stressful gradually, for my future and economy. I never have umemployed problems before. This moment is quite a significant and tough test for me.....

cheers up~